7 years later.

Seven years ago I started this Blog. I wanted it to be a positive to start and I am thinking it may just have to end positive and start with my tears. 

I am a believer and I promise you, I will talk about God in MY life here so come and read but please let me be me. I need this right now. Thank you! 

I hate this. After all these years. I feel like I will never be loved and yet God speaks different things to me as of late. It must be the wrong man again or is it PTSD or both perhaps.   I am so confused. This is one area I can not do without God!